Wordless Wed.

photo by - me

Thoughtful Thursday

Oh boy has this week been overwhelming, not really for me but the energy has been so chaotic that it was effecting me also.

So I had this project that I had to do for art and while I was looking up ideas for the project, I found this quote

The world is smaller than you think, and the people on it are more beautiful than you think.
Bertram van Munster


I really liked it I even wrote it down on my layout sheet for my project, but over the couple of days it completely slipped my mind and I just never thought about it until I was sitting in English class today and a kid sitting next me hands were all messed up, I wanted to ask but I didn't want to interfere and thought it would be to personal, but because my art class taught me how to look at things, like actually look at them, I started to really analyze him. I made sure that he didn't notice me, yeah it may sound stalker-ish but I was just so consumed by him and his total appearance, I never thought I would say he was a really good looking kid, he was nice and cute but not my type never would have thought twice about him but something about the way his hands seemed so used and worn and his face exhausted and out of place, like as though he didn't belong, or just didn't want to be there which I am sure he didn't. I mean who really wants to sit in classes all day. Anyways I saw the beauty in people, I saw the beauty in his expression, it wasn't force, it wasn't a materialistic expression, his expression was an honest and personal expression, even though he wasn't smiling or seemed happy in anyway. I saw a beautiful person. .... I really hope he doesn't read this.

So I guess the next time you look at someone, really look at them. There is more to people then just clothes, and the masks of material possession we tend to hide behind.

keeping up with time

So lately I have been so wrapped up in other things that I haven't even thought about writing a blog in a while. So sadly like a lot of other things on the Internet that i usually do was ignore and forgotten until now. but I am back and ready to get back to taking care of the things i have started some what. not much else to say. i will keep in touch if anything cool pops up on my screen.

Wordless Wed... christmas list

Art Mania Mondays

So i have decided to make a list of things i will try to keep to through out the week i wont be doing all of them since its the end of the semester and i have a lot of homework to catch up on and get done in a short amount of time.
Here's what I have thought up so far
Art Mania Mondays- Anything art, I am crazy about art. any kind of art- music especially,
Tasty Tuesdays- I am a food junkie. I just love food. Sad that my pants don't.
Wordless Wednesday- I love photography so I will be posting up some of my picture this day( some day i will also know how to spell wednesday without hitting spell check to help me out
Thoughtful thursdays- I am a quote person, even though I never memorize a quote I love reading them and incorpurating them in my life. or poems
Freaky Friday- I am one random person. And I part of my random-ness is that I like weird things. On fridays you will slowly find that out
Super Craft Saturday- I got this idea from my church, But On saturdays I will be posting how- to's on some of the things I will be working on at the time.
No post on Sundays- just like mail, you get no blog.

Art Mania Mondays
These are drawings I have been doing in my art class

Also some inspiration music - this song is my all time favorite song ever. I live by this song. plus he is AWSOME!!

coming to terms with my obession

So a few days ago I had found a few job applications in my back-pack from my last attack on the stores in the mall. I decided while waiting for my math class to start I would just fill them out even though I have already done so, these were extras. I put bogus information. The class was about to start and people started to come so I just put them to the side and started on my math lab. I sit alone at my table so no one noticed the applications. As the teacher was walked by to check on peoples progress he looked down and saw my job applications. The first thing he noticed was the Reference section. My first reference was Harry Potter.... Well as you can already guess he thought I might be turning them in.
Heres how the awkward situation pans out
Teacher- You do know that Harry Potter isn't real?(looking down at me)
Me- (long Pause) yes....
Teacher- Then why do you have him down as a reference?( looking at the paper reading the rest of the references)
Me- (voice going higher then usual) I wasn't going to turn it ( other student starting to listen in on the conversation)
Teacher- (looking hard at the paper) How did you get his address? ( already thinking I am crazy)
Me- His owl told me .... (as more students start to turn around)
Teacher-( puts the paper down , Shaking his head) you need some help....

As you can tell I am already the odd-ball. I was hoping to hide it alittle longer though. New school and all.

LA Adventures

So my mom is a fashion designer, ever since I was little I have been surrounded by fabric, sewing machine, to many pins ( I am actually afraid of needles so I stay away from her when she is cutting and pin fabric), and books notebooks and anything else that my mom uses for inspiration.
So when I hear my mom is going to LA to buy fabric I jump up and down and say I want to go. Not really for shopping though. I have this obsession with street food. When I go to Mexico its street tacos and tortas (Mexican sandwiches). When I go to LA its Hot Dogs. I am not a big hot dog fan, but just walking by one of these carts, it just captivates you. You want to stop and ask for one. And I am one of those people that do give into the smell and once you trying one, you will be hooked.

I also go for idea shopping. I have been looking for leather and other things to make wrist cuffs out of. Just one of my many ideas that I try to get done, but still get distracted by the fact that I am not always confident in myself. So I am trying though. I am gaining the confidence.